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Jan. 1st, 2011 12:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dandelionking[Filter: Private]
It's an obselete thing that takes up too much money and feeds on the lower class. Some days, I just wish I could get rid of it, right now.
But ... it can be so beautiful, too. Tonight, I feel like a murderer for even thinking about getting rid of it like I have been.
I wish I could talk to Lei
No, I need to stop relying on that. Maybe she's never going to write again. I knew she wanted to leave completely after the Honeysuckle Treason. I have to learn to get along without her. Make my own choices. I don't want to be my father.
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Autumn has made such a big deal about this thing she wanted me to wear at the New Year ball tonight. I was sure it was going to be awful, after how she's gone on and on about it, but ... it's actually ... nice. It suits my colouring and it's tasteful, and I've had people coming up and telling me I look handsome all evening.
She's smug about it, glowing on my arm, but we do look nice together.
It's an obselete thing that takes up too much money and feeds on the lower class. Some days, I just wish I could get rid of it, right now.
But ... it can be so beautiful, too. Tonight, I feel like a murderer for even thinking about getting rid of it like I have been.
No, I need to stop relying on that. Maybe she's never going to write again. I knew she wanted to leave completely after the Honeysuckle Treason. I have to learn to get along without her. Make my own choices. I don't want to be my father.
[Filter: Public]
Autumn has made such a big deal about this thing she wanted me to wear at the New Year ball tonight. I was sure it was going to be awful, after how she's gone on and on about it, but ... it's actually ... nice. It suits my colouring and it's tasteful, and I've had people coming up and telling me I look handsome all evening.
She's smug about it, glowing on my arm, but we do look nice together.
