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dandelionking) wrote2013-03-16 12:07 am
dandelionking) wrote2013-03-16 12:07 am
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I keep thinking I should feel different.
I mean, I'm married, now! Autumn is my princess. Someday, she's going to be my queen! That's crazy, right? All of this is crazy! I should feel like I've totally gone insane!
... I don't, though. That's what's crazy. It all just feels really normal. She's still Autumn and I'm still Finlay. Nothing feels different -- except how happy she is. And how -- how little I feel like I'm mad at her.
I think ... she actually likes it here. I mean, not at first, obviously. At first, I thought she was going to kill me for suggesting we stay. But ... I think she likes it. Not the way I want her to, exactly, she still looks down on it all, but it could be worse.
It could be a lot worse.
We'll be really good partners, one day ... I think. Sure, she doesn't really know how to handle the commons ... but I don't really know how to handle the rich, like Fayre said that one time. And Autumn is good at that stuff, and she's only going to get better.
Someday ... someday maybe we'll be remembered as an amazing King and Queen.
... heh. This is so crazy.
[Filter: Leigh]
Um, hey, how are you? ... we did it. We got married. It was almost a week ago, now, but we totally did it. It actually feels kinda good ...
I keep thinking I should feel different.
I mean, I'm married, now! Autumn is my princess. Someday, she's going to be my queen! That's crazy, right? All of this is crazy! I should feel like I've totally gone insane!
... I don't, though. That's what's crazy. It all just feels really normal. She's still Autumn and I'm still Finlay. Nothing feels different -- except how happy she is. And how -- how little I feel like I'm mad at her.
I think ... she actually likes it here. I mean, not at first, obviously. At first, I thought she was going to kill me for suggesting we stay. But ... I think she likes it. Not the way I want her to, exactly, she still looks down on it all, but it could be worse.
It could be a lot worse.
We'll be really good partners, one day ... I think. Sure, she doesn't really know how to handle the commons ... but I don't really know how to handle the rich, like Fayre said that one time. And Autumn is good at that stuff, and she's only going to get better.
Someday ... someday maybe we'll be remembered as an amazing King and Queen.
... heh. This is so crazy.
[Filter: Leigh]
Um, hey, how are you? ... we did it. We got married. It was almost a week ago, now, but we totally did it. It actually feels kinda good ...