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Oct. 16th, 2010 03:02 am[Filter: Private]
I don't know what she's expecting.
I mean, we messed around a tiny little bit before I left, and then I come back and she thinks that we're offically courting or something? And I don't say we're not, and then she's going around saying that we definitely are?
Does she think I'm going to make her Queen, or something? There's no way. Autumn would be like, the worst Queen ever. Ever. And I should at least marry one of the old nobility, if not a noble from another country who can give us something. That's how we do things in Hanalan. Autumn's just a courtier.
But is that what she wants? I don't know! I don't get girls. She wants something, but maybe all she does want is uh, yeah. And I'm definitely willing to give that, but she's so hard to read and I don't want her running away if I try something, yelling that the Prince tried to take advantage of her.
I sure wish I'd gotten that far with Fayre. Maybe I'd know what I was doing.
... I sure wish I'd heard from Leigh lately. It's like she disappeared. She'd tell me what was going on, and then call me names for not knowing in the first place. As if she'd do any better with someone like Autumn! I'd be surprised if anyone had ever kissed Leigh in her entire life.
Ugh, I have so much actual stuff that matters to worry about, why is all I can think about Autumn.
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Well, Miss Lydia, I did what you asked and replaced Autumn's ruined shoes for her. You were right, I think she nearly swooned when she removed all of the wrappings, and she's been showing them off all day. You might have even seen her, actually.
She's like the cat in the cream.
I don't know what she's expecting.
I mean, we messed around a tiny little bit before I left, and then I come back and she thinks that we're offically courting or something? And I don't say we're not, and then she's going around saying that we definitely are?
Does she think I'm going to make her Queen, or something? There's no way. Autumn would be like, the worst Queen ever. Ever. And I should at least marry one of the old nobility, if not a noble from another country who can give us something. That's how we do things in Hanalan. Autumn's just a courtier.
But is that what she wants? I don't know! I don't get girls. She wants something, but maybe all she does want is uh, yeah. And I'm definitely willing to give that, but she's so hard to read and I don't want her running away if I try something, yelling that the Prince tried to take advantage of her.
I sure wish I'd gotten that far with Fayre. Maybe I'd know what I was doing.
... I sure wish I'd heard from Leigh lately. It's like she disappeared. She'd tell me what was going on, and then call me names for not knowing in the first place. As if she'd do any better with someone like Autumn! I'd be surprised if anyone had ever kissed Leigh in her entire life.
Ugh, I have so much actual stuff that matters to worry about, why is all I can think about Autumn.
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Well, Miss Lydia, I did what you asked and replaced Autumn's ruined shoes for her. You were right, I think she nearly swooned when she removed all of the wrappings, and she's been showing them off all day. You might have even seen her, actually.
She's like the cat in the cream.
